I’m sorry I didn’t know sooner that you were so sick. I’m sorry that I begged you to hang on while I rushed you to the hospital. I promised you it would be ok but it wasn’t. Your little body was too sick and we had to say goodbye. You were in so much pain. I’m sorry sweet baby boy. I wish you had a better home. I wish you had a better life. You didn’t even have a name. I love you sweet boy. Until we meet again…